Sunday, March 16, 2014

A Linguistic Autobiogaphy


            My fondest memories of language are of being curled up on the couch, snuggled into my mom and my younger sister listening to my mom read us a story. Growing up in a time when there were only 5 channels on the TV, rotary phones, and no computers in homes meant we read- a lot.  My mom read to us all the time- morning, noon, night- it did not matter. At a very young age, my favorite stories were from the Golden Book series; I loved the gold bindings, the vibrant drawings, and the fact that you could write your name in the front of the book.  The Poky Little Puppy was my very favorite and I would request it be read over and over… and over again. I drank in my mother’s prosody- her beautiful sweet voice; words flowing like a calm stream at times, rising like a rapid at others. I embraced the expressions I would copy later in life- “Now where in the world is that poky little puppy?” (Sebring-Lowery, 1) and marveled in the figurative language, “He ate up all the rice pudding and crawled into bed as happy as a lark,” ( Sebring- Lowery, 10)- remembering later how impactful a simile could be in a story I was writing.  I believe my own foundation of linguistic knowledge began with these memories; the memories of being curled up with my mom- being read to. I believe my acquisition of language continued to develop through literature- either being read to or from being a reader myself.
            In kindergarten, Ms. Brown, my tiny 90 year old teacher (maybe she wasn’t really 90, but she was old and to five year olds, anyone past the age of 50 is really old) taught us phonics. Obediently, we would mimic her pronunciation of the all the vowel and consonant sounds from thin books, similar to the popular Dick and Jane series. We practiced our short vowels and long vowels, our consonant blends, and our vowels diagraphs in a rhythmic pattern until we’d mastered the correlation between print and sound. Once I mastered this; a book was always in my hand. I went home and read every Golden Book in our house, crossed out my sister’s name in the front of any she’d claimed as hers and claimed them as my own. (This did not go over well, but that is a story for a different paper.) I was a proud reader.
            I read my way through grade school. Little House on the Prairie, Nancy Drew, and Ramona series were among my favorites. From the books in these series and others, my knowledge of semantics blossomed. “Even a small present was appreciated, because presents of any kind had been scarce while the family tried to save money so Mr. Quimby could return to school” (Cleary, 14). I acquired vocabulary when presented with words not found in every day  grade school conversation, such as appreciated and scarce. These words would one day become my own, finding their way into my conversations without me even realizing they’d gotten there.  I also acquired a broader understanding of the world around me. From the book, Ramona Quimby, Age 8, I found solace in a character whose parents had little to give her except a simple pink eraser, much like my parents who never flourished us with gifts because of their financial situation. I learned there were other families like mine, with one parent going back to school and making sacrifices because of it.
            By the time I was in sixth grade, I’d read a lot- a lot- of books. My verbal language was exceptional, my understanding of the world around me was as broad as it could be, but something was missing. I’d yet to find a book that made me love books. I’d yet to discover a  book that would encompass my whole being and stay with me forever. I’d yet to find a book that would change my life.
            That year my teacher, Mrs. Mundell, read us The Lottery Rose. This was the only (and I mean only) positive thing to happen in sixth grade. Mrs. Mundell, who was otherwise awful, read like a dream. Her voice was as fluid and soft as the flutter of a fairy’s wings. It rose and fell like a slight breeze through the trees. She read us The Lottery Rose every day after lunch and it completely hypnotized me. Irene Hunt’s tale of an abused little boy named Georgie and his beloved rose bush drew me into a world of beautiful syntax- where the words, phrases, and sentences had been composed in such a way they brought tears to my eyes. This book has stayed with me since I was 11 years old. It was the one that made me want to be a writer.
            Though I kept reading after sixth grade, I would not find a book that would stay with me until I reached adulthood. Between this time, I was acquiring language- developing it at rapid speed- through non-fiction text. Bombarded with journal articles, textbooks, magazines, and encyclopedias in high school and college, I read now to be able to communicate about the world around me with others.
The year I turned 18 was very important to me because I could vote. I am one of the countless Americans who consider this a rite of passage to adulthood. If I was going to vote for a candidate, I had to know about the candidates. I had to learn about Bill Clinton and George H. W. Bush and even Ross Perot. Everyone on Concordia’s campus (yes, I did my undergraduate program right here at CUC- which at that time was CURF, Concordia University River Forest) spent the first 3 months of school debating the election. Armed with information from Time, Rolling Stone, and probably even Cosmopolitan, I sat in the KCC discussing who the best man for the job was, where we thought our country was headed, and our hopes for its future. Siding with Bill Clinton who believed, “This is not about good government; this is about doing different things,” (Wenner, 1992)), I too believed our nation was on the brink of great things. Having acquired enough facts in our heads and passion in our hearts, motivated to change government- our discussions were lively, spirited- sometimes heated. And I loved it. It was here I developed my love of argument.
By the time I had my own classroom, I considered myself a reader, a writer, and a debater. All three roles played a distinct part in my classroom discourse. I read my very first group of students The Lottery Rose, hoping they would also love its literate beauty.  We discussed child abuse, gardening, friendships, and being a good person- sometimes all afternoon. When I taught eighth grade Language Arts, I shared passages from Al Gore’s Earth in Balance and we debated environmental issues. As the years went on, my classes would read such literary classics as To Kill a Mockingbird, A Christmas Carol, Flowers for Algernon, and Night. We would discuss social injustices, share moral viewpoints, and discover the power of being moved by a piece of literature together. Through readings of poetry, such as Langston Hughes’, “I, Too” and Robert Frost’s “Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening”, we’d develop our prosody. The countless non-fiction articles we’d read about research topics would broaden our knowledge of the world around us, so much so that I’d often hear students talking amongst themselves about immigration, war, the Holocaust- and how they felt about it. What more could a teacher ask for?
With each thing we read, our vocabulary would grow, too. The acquisition of new words- just as it was important in my educational career- became one of my main goals as a teacher. I must fill my students’ head… and hearts with new words. Whether it was me or the students highlighting, circling, locating new words- we’d practice their pronunciations, their meanings, and their usage until each word could be owned by the students.
With all of these things, behold, my students became sophisticated young adults, and I a stronger teacher.  Just as it happened while I sat on the couch listening to my mother read numerous stories, it happens again in my classroom. As ones’ language develops, ripens, strengthens- so does another’s.
Today, I still consider myself a reader, writer, and debater. There is nothing more satisfying than a book that stays with me- the words becoming a part of me- like those in The Red Tent, Unbroken or the many education articles I devour when I have the time to. There is nothing more satisfying than composing something whose words stay with someone else- my words becoming part of them. And still nothing gets my blood flowing like a lively debate over politics or social issues. I hope by the time I am 90 (like little old Ms. Brown) I can still refer to myself in this way.

Cleary, Beverly, and Alan Tiegreen. Ramona Quimby, Age 8. New York: Morrow, 1981. Print.
Sebring Lowrey, Janette. The Poky Little Puppy. Racine, WI: Western Publishing Company, 1942. Print.

Wenner, Jann. "The Rolling Stone Article: An Interview With Bill Clinton." Rolling Stone. 17 09 1992: n. page. Web. 16 Mar. 2014. <http://www.jannswenner.com/Archives/Bill_Clinton.asp&xgt;.